RMAN4443 wrote:I have to admit, your scenario sounds terrible, but death by Cancer is no piece of cake. I've watched several people waste away and die from it, so, as much as I would like to grant your wish, I cannot wish Cancer on you.....
That being said, reading your outlook on how you see your life progressing, puts your posts here in a better perspective for me.......
I appreciate that.
Cancer can suck. But my point is that anything at old age (60+) sucks. We will all die. The more drawn out and helpless you are during your death, the worse. Some cancers are better than others, to be honest. I've seen people die of cancer in months. I would love that personally. Gives you a little time to say goodbye to your loved ones, then go with your brain still intact, no surprise and some small amount of dignity.
I watched my mother's illness nearly kill my father as he tried to care for her. I know many of her aunts and uncles had similar diseases. Her father had Alzheimer's so bad he forgot he was addicted to cigarettes. I will, for the rest of my life, become immediately paranoid if I cannot recall a specific word. If I'm carrying the wrong set of genes, that will likely be my first warning sign, and I only have a few more years of quality life remaining after that.
I love science. I look at it as a method of thinking which humanity has developed which allows us to best answer questions about the world, discover new things about it, and generally make our lives better. But something we forget is that our bodies developed through evolution. That means over thousands of generations, we selected for the genes which gave us humans who had more children who also survived to child-bearing age. Evolution has almost zero interest in our bodies after we are no longer creating viable children. So our scientific achievements to extend our lives out to a full century are coming up against weaknesses in the body we never selected against. Cancer, Alzheimer's, dementia, parkinsons etc... if we cure one, all it means is we've bought a few more years until another one gets us. If we cure all the things currently killing us in our 80s.... guess what, we'll realize that there's something else that will do the job in our 90s.
I suppose I don't have a particularly rosy view on old age.