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bgz Offline
#1 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 9:27 AM EST
Joined: 07-29-2014
Posts: 13,023
The Covid conversation, and other political conversations have inspired me to write this piece, as I'm curious of peoples' thoughts on the subject. I've studied ASPD's out of curiosity mainly (and Quora seems to think I need a new article every few days on the subject... I suppose if quit clicking on them they would stop?).

Anyway, narcissism is one that gets thrown around a lot on this board by many of the people I see as having high narcissistic tendencies. Like... claiming or thinking that you know more about a topic than an expert is definitely a narcissistic trait... and there's a bunch of you on this board that carry that trait (there's a reason I chose this place as my stomping grounds). Don't worry, most of you grew on me, and I don't dislike any of you... even the ones that don't care to see me.

I know people have accused me of being a narcissist... yes, I'm f*cked up in the head... yes, I might have some specific traits... but I don't think that's really my primary disorder. I don't even know for me that it is a disorder, because I will listen to you... I'm just unlikely to put any credence on anything you say if I think you're a retard.

Anyway, back to me (lol), one of my disorders is being curious about anomalies in behavior (other people's disorders... everyone has them), and I tend to poke when I see them.

I don't really concern myself with how it makes people feel... if I give it any thought after the fact, it's more out of curiosity, and if interest persists, I might even consider how to trigger you again.

I have to consciously check the behavior when in the company of people I truly care about, or a professional setting. It can be hard though... sometimes the curiosity is just too much.

I would apologize for my behavior on the boards... but it wouldn't be sincere, I truly enjoy f*cking with all of you, and I just want to personally thank you for your participation.

Think about it for a minute... this board is chalk full of people that are totally f*cked up in the head, it really is. Think about the nature of what this site is... a bargain site that sells bulk a product that is designed to kill you. Smoking is a self defeating activity... drinking is a self defeating activity... and most you mother f*ckers do a lot of both!

The features of this site include:

* A basically unmoderated forum (I don't even know how many forums I've been banned off of)

* A ton of addicts

* And a ton of people who think they know more about everything than everyone!

* And a ton of Q-Tards... can't forget the Q-Tards (you guys are the best... really, you truly are)

Just so you don't get the wrong idea... I do feel. I experience empathy, so I'm not a "psychopath" or anything like that. I'm just a little twisted like most you mother f*ckers.

I know speyside has tried to throw some diagnoses out there, and a few others...

I'm more of a tinkerer... a somewhat careless tinkerer... and sometimes I break things.
Speyside Offline
#2 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 9:50 AM EST
Joined: 03-16-2015
Posts: 13,106
Good post with much merrit. I will think about it before I comment.

A few initial thoughts. Breaking things is usually productive. When something has a poor, biased, or ignorant construct I feel breaking it is a necessity.

Narcissist, Psychopath, Sociopath are mental illnesses cause by brain abnormalities. You never appear to show that. Basically I see you as an Azzhat in a positive way.

A new category needs to be created for qtards. They are something uniquely macabre. Many are less intelligent than idiots, yet many are of modest intelligence. Truelly I like having them around. They are so easy to **** with. Plus their source articles are pure fictional entertainment, in this regard I lump them in with Trumplicans. Both are entertaining cults. The problem I have with their source articles are the inaccuracies within the lies. Supermagnetic nanoparticles for mind control. As ill informed and ignorant of a statement as I have ever heard.

Enough, I want to reply with greater depth to your question/questions.
Gene363 Offline
#3 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 12:13 PM EST
Joined: 01-24-2003
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Just face the fact that you're an azzhole and you also suffer from projection*. Being an azzhole is not that uncommon, it's a power you must learn to control or you will suffer endlessly and alone.

*Projection is the process of displacing one's feelings, thoughts or personal inadequacies, onto a different person.
bgz Offline
#4 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 12:19 PM EST
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No, that's not it... I mean, I'm an azzhole yes... but it's more as I described... there's no feelings involved... it's more like... just wanting to crack something open to see what's inside.... then leaving it laying there broken when it's no longer interesting.

There's no emotion to it.
Speyside Offline
#5 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 12:24 PM EST
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Isn't azzhole projection what Drafter and Z do?
ZRX1200 Offline
#6 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 12:47 PM EST
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Posts: 60,599
Still better than prolapsed.
teedubbya Offline
#7 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 12:55 PM EST
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Posts: 95,637
ZRX1200 wrote:
Still better than prolapsed.


depends
Smooth light Offline
#8 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 3:36 PM EST
Joined: 06-26-2020
Posts: 3,598
Depends if you can hold your sh*t together...if you can't use DEPENDS! Please 🥺
Speyside Offline
#9 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 3:50 PM EST
Joined: 03-16-2015
Posts: 13,106
I think BPD should also be considered. Also GDD makes sense for some here.
CelticBomber Offline
#10 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 8:22 PM EST
Joined: 05-03-2012
Posts: 6,786
Speyside wrote:
Narcissist, Psychopath, Sociopath are mental illnesses cause by brain abnormalities. You never appear to show that...


You should join the Vherf one weekend before you make up your mind... Whistle


Speyside Offline
#11 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 8:31 PM EST
Joined: 03-16-2015
Posts: 13,106
LMAO! Like thats gonna happen. Do you know the last thing Trump said to Bill Barr? Cause Trump doesn't.
JadeRose Offline
#12 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 8:43 PM EST
Joined: 05-15-2008
Posts: 19,525
bgz wrote:
The Covid conversation, and other political conversations have inspired me to write this piece, as I'm curious of peoples' thoughts on the subject. I've studied ASPD's out of curiosity mainly (and Quora seems to think I need a new article every few days on the subject... I suppose if quit clicking on them they would stop?).

Anyway, narcissism is one that gets thrown around a lot on this board by many of the people I see as having high narcissistic tendencies. Like... claiming or thinking that you know more about a topic than an expert is definitely a narcissistic trait... and there's a bunch of you on this board that carry that trait (there's a reason I chose this place as my stomping grounds). Don't worry, most of you grew on me, and I don't dislike any of you... even the ones that don't care to see me.

I know people have accused me of being a narcissist... yes, I'm f*cked up in the head... yes, I might have some specific traits... but I don't think that's really my primary disorder. I don't even know for me that it is a disorder, because I will listen to you... I'm just unlikely to put any credence on anything you say if I think you're a retard.

Anyway, back to me (lol), one of my disorders is being curious about anomalies in behavior (other people's disorders... everyone has them), and I tend to poke when I see them.

I don't really concern myself with how it makes people feel... if I give it any thought after the fact, it's more out of curiosity, and if interest persists, I might even consider how to trigger you again.

I have to consciously check the behavior when in the company of people I truly care about, or a professional setting. It can be hard though... sometimes the curiosity is just too much.

I would apologize for my behavior on the boards... but it wouldn't be sincere, I truly enjoy f*cking with all of you, and I just want to personally thank you for your participation.

Think about it for a minute... this board is chalk full of people that are totally f*cked up in the head, it really is. Think about the nature of what this site is... a bargain site that sells bulk a product that is designed to kill you. Smoking is a self defeating activity... drinking is a self defeating activity... and most you mother f*ckers do a lot of both!

The features of this site include:

* A basically unmoderated forum (I don't even know how many forums I've been banned off of)

* A ton of addicts

* And a ton of people who think they know more about everything than everyone!

* And a ton of Q-Tards... can't forget the Q-Tards (you guys are the best... really, you truly are)

Just so you don't get the wrong idea... I do feel. I experience empathy, so I'm not a "psychopath" or anything like that. I'm just a little twisted like most you mother f*ckers.

I know speyside has tried to throw some diagnoses out there, and a few others...

I'm more of a tinkerer... a somewhat careless tinkerer... and sometimes I break things.



I didn't read all of this. Don't really care what it says. It looks like a "Look at me" thread. I think I can respond for most with a few simple words.......No one gives a shit.

Mellow
Gene363 Offline
#13 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 8:52 PM EST
Joined: 01-24-2003
Posts: 30,814
JadeRose wrote:
I didn't read all of this. Don't really care what it says. It looks like a "Look at me" thread. I think I can respond for most with a few simple words.......No one gives a shit.

Mellow


Succinct.
bgz Offline
#14 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 8:53 PM EST
Joined: 07-29-2014
Posts: 13,023
JadeRose wrote:
I didn't read all of this. Don't really care what it says. It looks like a "Look at me" thread. I think I can respond for most with a few simple words.......No one gives a shit.

Mellow


Don't lie... you read it.

I know you care...
rfenst Offline
#15 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 9:11 PM EST
Joined: 06-23-2007
Posts: 39,304
bgz wrote:
Don't lie... you read it.

I know you care...

He's definitely crushing on you, Ben.
bgz Offline
#16 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 9:20 PM EST
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rfenst wrote:
He's definitely crushing on you, Ben.


I know!!!

Wonder if he knows I'm a top... been a while since I had some of that wrinkly azz. Like aged leather... kinda scratchy.
frankj1 Offline
#17 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 9:36 PM EST
Joined: 02-08-2007
Posts: 44,221
bgz wrote:
I know!!!

Wonder if he knows I'm a top... been a while since I had some of that wrinkly azz. Like aged leather... kinda scratchy.

better than that new car smell?
Speyside Offline
#18 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 9:42 PM EST
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You can soften aged leather by rubbing cream on it.
tailgater Offline
#19 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 10:29 PM EST
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Posts: 26,185
And then all at once it becomes clear why speyside was fired from his nursing home job.
rfenst Offline
#20 Posted: Thu, Jun 10 2021, 11:44 PM EST
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Posts: 39,304
Speyside wrote:
You can cream my soft, aged leather by rubbing it.

FIFY!
tonygraz Offline
#21 Posted: Fri, Jun 11 2021, 6:58 AM EST
Joined: 08-11-2008
Posts: 20,247
I think BGZ is truly amazing. His usage of Al Gore Rhythms is innovative and exciting. If we only could get him to dance on the VHerf.
Speyside Offline
#22 Posted: Fri, Jun 11 2021, 9:19 AM EST
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Have they fired many people from the psych ward you are in?
bgz Offline
#23 Posted: Fri, Jun 11 2021, 9:42 AM EST
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Oooo baby I like it raaaaaaaw, ooooo baby I like it RaaaaaaaaaaWw!

Rip odb
tailgater Offline
#24 Posted: Fri, Jun 11 2021, 10:39 PM EST
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Posts: 26,185
Speyside wrote:
Have they fired many people from the psych ward you are in?


Just the big indian dude who ripped out the sink.
Speyside Offline
#25 Posted: Sat, Jun 12 2021, 9:31 AM EST
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That's because he was an American indian. Racism as usual.
bgz Offline
#26 Posted: Sat, Jun 12 2021, 10:11 AM EST
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That's Mr. F.B.I. to you

F*CKING BIG INDIAN
plinytheelder Offline
#27 Posted: Sat, Jun 12 2021, 3:01 PM EST
Joined: 10-24-2006
Posts: 8,837
bgz wrote:
I know!!!

Wonder if he knows I'm a top...


The only way you're a top is if you are riding reverse cowboy...
bgz Offline
#28 Posted: Sat, Jun 12 2021, 4:34 PM EST
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Posts: 13,023
plinytheelder wrote:
The only way you're a top is if you are riding reverse cowboy...


I made a joke... you painted a picture.

lol, you're gay.
ZRX1200 Offline
#29 Posted: Sat, Jun 12 2021, 4:42 PM EST
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It’s only gay if your balls touch
bgz Offline
#30 Posted: Sat, Jun 12 2021, 4:48 PM EST
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TDub said it was d*cks or balls.

What do you say elder?

personally, I think 2 boners within spitting range of each other sounds pretty gay, but I seem to be pretty conservative.
bgz Offline
#31 Posted: Sat, Jun 12 2021, 4:48 PM EST
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Or was it just d*cks... ? ... I forget.
ZRX1200 Offline
#32 Posted: Sat, Jun 12 2021, 4:49 PM EST
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You haven’t studied Critical Boner Theory.
bgz Offline
#33 Posted: Sat, Jun 12 2021, 4:50 PM EST
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Sounds a little advanced for me... Atheist missionary seems to be the way... must spread it wide, you know?
bgz Offline
#34 Posted: Sat, Jun 12 2021, 4:52 PM EST
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Someone send a PDF to Bucky on Critical Boner Theory.
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