There is no recovery. There is no help. There is no support or understanding outside of this board. There is only overwhelming feelings of helplessness, hopelessness, despair, self-recriminations, guilt, isolation, pain, blackness, financial ruin, deceit, self-deception, covering up, endless rationalizations attempting to justify an illogical, unreasonable behavior..............and lots and lots of cigars, lighters, humidors, accessories, etc.
Have a nice day!
(P.S. Sam's Club has their 120 quart Marine Coolers for only $37.97. Bought ten (10) yesterday.)