This is to replace my retraction thread as it will be deleted due to the link I posted. Please see what the other site said below...please note that most of this happened on the other site but it affects everyone...
I need to submit a retraction on my apology...I was lying...moreover I was lying to myself. I thought in some bizarre way I wasn't lying...but I was. I was going to sell the cigars that you guys gifted to me...I know...I'm an idiot, a jerk, a stupid moron..etc... and I understand that you will all hate me forever...but I couldn't live with this on my heart. I know that my God will forgive me for lying...but I don't expect it from you guys...even though I wish you would...at least someday.
I guess my financial situation got so bad that I felt that selling my possessions was the only way out...which included the cigars that you guys so graciously gave me.
I feel like I am going to throw up at this point...
I do want you to know (even though I don't expect you to believe me) that I never intentionally fished for cigars from others. No matter how bad it looked...maybe I did want pitty...but never expected anything in return. Nothing I ever said was meant to be a scam or anything like that. If people offered I would accept, but I truthfully never expected anything. I have always enjoyed the bombing and so on that you all enjoy...I just got to the above point and didn't think I could turn back.
I won't be selling the cigars now...I feel too bad about the whole thing...so I will smoke them and try to remember the good times when I hadn't lost my mind.
I will be forever greatful to you guys and will always love all of you. You guys deserve better than me.
As I am sure nobody will want me around, I won't post anymore...at least until everyone forgives me (which mean I probably won't post forever). If you feel it necessary, you are welcome to ban me from the site.
If anyone wants to talk to me about any of this, they can either PM me if they don't ban me for life, or email me at
[email protected] I hope everyone has a GREAT thanksgiving, Christmas and New Years!
Goodbye.