Robby,
I just discovered this thread since I was gone a few weeks...
My heart sunk as I read your words...
I am so sorry to hear about how everything that seemed normal in your life has seemed to turn upside down recently.
I'm at a loss for words, but please know that I do care what happens with you...and I'll lift you and yours up in prayer, along with the others that have prayer requests here...
I wish the best for all of us CigarBid members...it's tough to see one of us down...
Take care, and please email if you need to vent...
Marla