Doug, I KNOW that I blew it...the other guys don't seem to understand how much they blew it tho'...

I am not holding up too well right now...I am trying to head out to a cigar bar this evening, but I'm sorta doubtful...

I will see these guys eventually and do look forward to herfin' with you again...I'm just not up for much now and I don't know why I've taken a step backward in my recovery...

:(

Marla

Marla,
I thought you were all better, whats up? You will however get a second chance, soon.

Doug