Feel better about yourself now? Got me and the rest of the world believing that I'm some sort of troubled soul, and I'll only be better once I become more like you and am at peace?
You certainly are a VAIN mofo aren't you Fish? Go back and read that passage again that you posted, and I keep chasing you around with. There's a reason it came to your mind, a reason you posted it, and a reason I keep bringing it back to you.
Did you ever stop to think that maybe it is YOU that needs to get a little closer to God, and this is just His way of giving you a hint?
I'm at peace with God, my life, and all that I have done and will do. Are you?