You are going to live a life you aren't going to like much if you see conspiracies everywhere.You're going to drive yourself madder.
Lift others up.
You've got Fishing. Now find another couple of outlets that fill your heart and return to the guy that was fun, irreverent, calm and kind.
Bring joy. How can you contribute to good? How can you help or heal people? Listen to your damaged heart (mine's worse than yours).
I don't know how deep I am in the 4th quarter of my life. However, I am dedicated to making it my best quarter.
Not in making money, bourbon or cigar consumption, porn, pain and meanness. I'm trying to do better and am encirling myself with like minded, caring people who can discuss,debate, disagree, while in the end, be net positives in my live as I hope to be in theirs.
I'm 98.2% sure you aren't going to change the path you've been on for the last four years, but let the record show, I tried to help.
You will remain as you have been for years in my nightly prayers.
Peace be with you.
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