WAIT!!!! i had the priveledge of going home and seeing all of my cigars that i ordered FOR THE FIRST TIME! and i saw all the gifts! i was in awe...i only had like 60 here, so 300 downright shocked me! more would kill me! i am good.
one day, i will move stateside (hopefully next year)...after the move, we can think about blowing up a brother...didn't you read??? the library is GONE! nowhere to receive cigars.
let it go and enjoy--my mom was paranoid with those in the house/library. we are all even. as steve02 says, "The fun of smoking cigars is followed closely by the fun of sharing good cigars with friends." now THAT is a philosophy!