BuckyB93
Saturday, December 4, 2010 6:31:10 PM
Beatles - Let it be

When I find myself in times of trouble, mother Mary comes to me,

speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me,

speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.

Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree,

there will be an answer, let it be.

For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see,

there will be an answer. let it be.

Let it be, let it be, .....

And when the night is cloudy, there is still a light, that shines on me,

shine until tomorrow, let it be.

I wake up to the sound of music, mother Mary comes to me,

speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be, .....

These lyrics just seemed to fit in for my day today, rough day. I didn't check with Ram for approval, then again TFB.

JadeRose
Saturday, December 4, 2010 6:40:42 PM
jai garu deva om.
BuckyB93
Saturday, December 4, 2010 6:57:37 PM
^ hey Jade, I don't know what the heck that means.

Just looking for a Packers win tomorrow (minor issue) and hitting a meeting tonight. Lord knows I need the latter.

jimbud
Saturday, December 4, 2010 7:02:13 PM
Hope tomorrow is better, Bro. Oddly, I had that song on my mind all day for some reason. Hang tight.
MACS
Saturday, December 4, 2010 8:31:45 PM
These lyrics fit my whole week. It was bad.
lou2row
Saturday, December 4, 2010 8:49:39 PM
Had a long bad day at work myself. Have done more posting tonight than I have all month. Changing weather usually puts me in a funk.
BuckyB93
Saturday, December 4, 2010 9:40:32 PM
So it's just not me? I'm in a funk too.
JadeRose
Saturday, December 4, 2010 9:48:33 PM

^ hey Jade, I don't know what the heck that means.

Just looking for a Packers win tomorrow (minor issue) and hitting a meeting tonight. Lord knows I need the latter.

BuckyB93 wrote:

Bucky........here ya go, my Brother.

Across the Universe.....The Beatles

Words are flying out like

endless rain into a paper cup

They slither while they pass

They slip away across the universe

Pools of sorrow waves of joy

are drifting thorough my open mind

Possessing and caressing me

Jai guru deva om

Nothing's gonna change my world

Nothing's gonna change my world

Nothing's gonna change my world

Nothing's gonna change my world

Images of broken light which

dance before me like a million eyes

That call me on and on across the universe

Thoughts meander like a

restless wind inside a letter box

they tumble blindly as

they make their way across the universe

Jai guru deva om

Nothing's gonna change my world

Nothing's gonna change my world

Nothing's gonna change my world

Nothing's gonna change my world

Sounds of laughter shades of life

are ringing through my open ears

exciting and inviting me

Limitless undying love which

shines around me like a million suns

It calls me on and on across the universe

Jai guru deva om

Nothing's gonna change my world

Nothing's gonna change my world

Nothing's gonna change my world

Nothing's gonna change my world

Jai guru deva

Jai guru deva

Nothings gonna change my world......Peace, Brother. GO PACK!!!!!

JadeRose
Saturday, December 4, 2010 9:56:09 PM
"and hitting a meeting tonight. Lord knows I need the latter."

I hear ya. I haven't been in a very long time. I need to get back in the habit. Don't need them for the booze anymore but the old noggin can sure use one now and again. I'm sure you understand what I mean. I'm going back to my home group for a meeting or 2 at Christmas......ain't been there in a coupla years. Will be nice and I can pick up my 8 year.

lou2row
Saturday, December 4, 2010 10:10:33 PM
Good on you both my friends. I wish you well and to maintain strong.

It's not as important that you can't control the beast; moreso that you never allow the beast to control you.

JadeRose
Saturday, December 4, 2010 10:14:20 PM

Good on you both my friends. I wish you well and to maintain strong.

It's not as important that you can't control the beast; moreso that you never allow the beast to control you.

lou2row wrote:

Thanks Lou. Hope this finds you well, too.

BuckyB93
Saturday, December 4, 2010 10:15:21 PM

"and hitting a meeting tonight. Lord knows I need the latter."

I hear ya. I haven't been in a very long time. I need to get back in the habit. Don't need them for the booze anymore but the old noggin can sure use one now and again. I'm sure you understand what I mean. I'm going back to my home group for a meeting or 2 at Christmas......ain't been there in a coupla years. Will be nice and I can pick up my 8 year.

JadeRose wrote:

Yeppers, sometimes I need to get out of my own head too. Tonight was one of those nights.

Congrats on the 8yr. You're stronger than me. I'm a newbie coming back.

BuckyB93
Saturday, December 4, 2010 10:22:50 PM
AND.................., I'm gonna light one up INSIDE the house tonight while I knock off some online Christmas shopping. What goes well with Sprite?

Hmmmm.....

I'm thinking a Padron. How can you wrong with a Padron? (rhetorical question)

BuckyB93
Saturday, December 4, 2010 10:41:14 PM
Smokin' a Padron 2000 maddie. and listening' to this

I wish I could play the guitar. This a good song for the camp fire with the kids.

OK this thread just officially turned into a gay flowery facebook thing, I'm gonna put on Judas Priest to fix it. Wait... check that... gay... Rob Haltford... ummm... Here's my Man card.

Back to Christmas shopping from my Lazyboy. I'll put on AC/DC if that helps.

JadeRose
Saturday, December 4, 2010 11:18:26 PM

Yeppers, sometimes I need to get out of my own head too. Tonight was one of those nights.

Congrats on the 8yr. You're stronger than me. I'm a newbie coming back.

BuckyB93 wrote:

It took me a long time to put a few 24 hours behind me. I finally had to hit bottom.......and then I gave up. It was the most amazing thing. At the darkest point in my life....I gave up.....and asked God to help me because I was broken. It may sound strange but I could physically feel the desire to drink leave me. I've never drank since. I've had a craving or 2 and I miss a cold beer on a hot day or a glass of red with a good steak but they are not to be. Actually, the chips or the time mean very little to me. The only thing any of us have is today. If I we were sober today, my Brother, we're winners. Ever wanna chat off line about it, just message me. I don't have all the answers but I do know how to be a an ex-drunk just trying to live life.

BuckyB93
Sunday, December 5, 2010 12:26:07 AM
Thanks Jade. I just might take you up on that offer one of these days. Today was a tough one but I got through it. Time to rest my head.
JadeRose
Sunday, December 5, 2010 12:33:13 AM
...and another 24 bites the dust. Good job and Good night, my friend.
BuckyB93
Sunday, December 5, 2010 12:35:56 AM
God bless