Anyway, narcissism is one that gets thrown around a lot on this board by many of the people I see as having high narcissistic tendencies. Like... claiming or thinking that you know more about a topic than an expert is definitely a narcissistic trait... and there's a bunch of you on this board that carry that trait (there's a reason I chose this place as my stomping grounds). Don't worry, most of you grew on me, and I don't dislike any of you... even the ones that don't care to see me.

I know people have accused me of being a narcissist... yes, I'm f*cked up in the head... yes, I might have some specific traits... but I don't think that's really my primary disorder. I don't even know for me that it is a disorder, because I will listen to you... I'm just unlikely to put any credence on anything you say if I think you're a retard.

Anyway, back to me (lol), one of my disorders is being curious about anomalies in behavior (other people's disorders... everyone has them), and I tend to poke when I see them.

I don't really concern myself with how it makes people feel... if I give it any thought after the fact, it's more out of curiosity, and if interest persists, I might even consider how to trigger you again.

I have to consciously check the behavior when in the company of people I truly care about, or a professional setting. It can be hard though... sometimes the curiosity is just too much.

I would apologize for my behavior on the boards... but it wouldn't be sincere, I truly enjoy f*cking with all of you, and I just want to personally thank you for your participation.

Think about it for a minute... this board is chalk full of people that are totally f*cked up in the head, it really is. Think about the nature of what this site is... a bargain site that sells bulk a product that is designed to kill you. Smoking is a self defeating activity... drinking is a self defeating activity... and most you mother f*ckers do a lot of both!

The features of this site include:

* A basically unmoderated forum (I don't even know how many forums I've been banned off of)

* A ton of addicts

* And a ton of people who think they know more about everything than everyone!

* And a ton of Q-Tards... can't forget the Q-Tards (you guys are the best... really, you truly are)

Just so you don't get the wrong idea... I do feel. I experience empathy, so I'm not a "psychopath" or anything like that. I'm just a little twisted like most you mother f*ckers.

I know speyside has tried to throw some diagnoses out there, and a few others...

I'm more of a tinkerer... a somewhat careless tinkerer... and sometimes I break things.

A few initial thoughts. Breaking things is usually productive. When something has a poor, biased, or ignorant construct I feel breaking it is a necessity.

Narcissist, Psychopath, Sociopath are mental illnesses cause by brain abnormalities. You never appear to show that. Basically I see you as an Azzhat in a positive way.

A new category needs to be created for qtards. They are something uniquely macabre. Many are less intelligent than idiots, yet many are of modest intelligence. Truelly I like having them around. They are so easy to **** with. Plus their source articles are pure fictional entertainment, in this regard I lump them in with Trumplicans. Both are entertaining cults. The problem I have with their source articles are the inaccuracies within the lies. Supermagnetic nanoparticles for mind control. As ill informed and ignorant of a statement as I have ever heard.

Enough, I want to reply with greater depth to your question/questions.

*Projection is the process of displacing one's feelings, thoughts or personal inadequacies, onto a different person.

There's no emotion to it.

depends

You should join the Vherf one weekend before you make up your mind... :-"

I didn't read all of this. Don't really care what it says. It looks like a "Look at me" thread. I think I can respond for most with a few simple words.......No one gives a shit.

😟

Succinct.

Don't lie... you read it.

I know you care...

He's definitely crushing on you, Ben.

I know!!!

Wonder if he knows I'm a top... been a while since I had some of that wrinkly azz. Like aged leather... kinda scratchy.

better than that new car smell?

FIFY!