eleltea
when i was twelve years old and searching for a meaning, a god if you will, i had an epiphany, "A comprehension or perception of reality by means of a sudden intuitive realization" i realized the existance or non existance of a god didn't matter to me one way or the other so i stopped thinking about
the idea of a god.
i have never found any reason to rethink about it, except in debate with others and then only for the fun of it.
before you ask me where we go when we die, i ask you, where were you before you were born.
i had had some other epiphanies at that age, but they were mostly wet dreams.