Today I had my psych eval for the SS department to see if they think I am eligible for disability. It has taken this long since November of last year to get to this point. All the red tape, and hoopla, Having Dr's fax so many reports that the Dr's office started charging me for each fax that the SS department requires. Ten months now since I have been behind the wheel of a car because the Dr says I cant drive no more. Last but absolutely not least no job since the day of my stroke. Every day pain, Every day worry about how to make ends meet if this does not go through, every day worry about what is going to happen to my family if I should kick the proverbial bucket.

It has been almost a year long struggle every day dealing with what they want, need and demand. Mostly because my brain just does not function like it should not that they have asked for anything asinine but they are SLOWER than molasses. It is just that things don't come easy for me like they use to since the damage. Anxiety at an all time high when confusion sets in while trying to figure out these forms ect. Any how, enough of this whining BS.

I feel like today was a great marker in all this. It was a big step in trying to get something accomplished to where something is coming in to contribute back to my family on what I have busted my ass for all these years. I had been working since the age of 13, never have I not had a job since that age. That in itself has been a very hard thing for me to swallow. I have been paying SS since I was legal age to draw a paycheck until the day my brain took a crap in my skull.

With all that said I am wanting to have a little private celebration. I have never in my life had a real CC and that is something that is on my bucket list. I have two in my humidor that was given to me by NWStogie (Bless Him) and I think tonight is the night to mark one thing off my list. So which should it be?

Fonseca Delicias

OR

Romeo y Jelieta Coronitas en

First one to reply will be the one to take my CC virginity. NWStogie Thanks again man I greatly appreciate it.

Fonseca

Fonseca it is, Thank you for the reply. 🇨🇮

Then smoke the RyJ.......that little coronito en cedro will blow the socks off that Fonseca I assure you.

Smoke the machine rolled one then the hand rolled. Tomorrow you can smoke the one i sent.

for #4

that's what I was thinking...Ron, you are like a genius!

LOL see now you got me wanting to ash the Ry. I don't want to go through all I have in one sitting, If I did that then I would be sitting around wanting, needing even. I have no idea where to get any more from. I have been looking but I have no idea who is safe to purchase from without getting ripped off lol.

Bwahahaha dude you sent one in your package? 🤤 I did not send nothing to you that was worthy of such a gift.

Great minds do think alike right? =d> =d>

"Just thinning the hurd"

ryj, it's not even close.

and if you like these affordable cigars, many here can tell you how to safely procure more of them, or other affordable Cubans.

Don't get caught up in the mystery and myths. They are cigars rolled with tobacco from that country. I happen to prefer them, but I know lots of b/sotl who prefer Nic, Honduran, Dominican, etc.

I do like affordable cigars for sure, waiting on one to be kind enough to inform me on how to procure more. I fully understand about getting caught up in the mystery and myths. I love all the Nic, Honduran and Dominicans that have been suggested to me from folks here as well. I find myself mostly going for any full flavors but I do love mild as well depending on the time day, how I feel ect. It seems for me its just like food or music I do love variety.

Agreed.

pms

Thank you for letting us see a portal into your life Ewok.

I feel for you. Strokes suck. One day My Grandpaw was plowing a mule. The next day doctors told him he may never walk again.

No matter how you look at it.

I think we should make sure you don't need to buy another cigar for awhile.

I think I need an Addy.

Prayers to you and yours Ewok.

SS office knows the percentage of people who give up the pursuit of their money. So they Donk you around as much as they can. Get it will there is still money in there for ya. I'm 36 and know I will never see a red cent of my SS back.

Take care buddy.

i'm praying it was a female.

I know this is a totally tasteless comment, but I figure that's part of the attraction here...

Plowing get a Hinny sounds more appropriate.

He'd plow this big ol' gelded mule, Gus.
Up till 2006 when he had his stroke.
He had a tractor. But left it for haying.

He'd rather run a mule and walking plow, than sit on a noisy smelly tractor.
Which was funny because he liked filling up Gus's belly with sweet feed and Alfa grass,
So he would fertilize the gardens real good. Lol!! Smelly old mule...

now I wish i didn't make a joke