Don’t let your handwriting keep you from trying a fountain pen.
Get yourself a Lamy or a Pilot Metropolitan with a medium nib to start, both under $20. You’ll find that you may enjoy it. Both use cartridges so it’s easy to get started.
Of course knowing how to spell helps!
Cursive is a lot like riding a bike; you’ll fall but it doesn’t hurt!
What you may find out is that it’s like preparing your cigar. You take a moment to take off the cap, post it (putting the cap onto the other end of the pen), compose in your mind what you want to write and start.
It’s like cutting and lighting your smoke. Contemplation and anticapation leads to gratification.
Dang was that an illiteration?
Handwriting with a fp slows life down and it will give you a tactile connection to your words as well as reflect your mood and personality. It does this due to the pressure you apply as you write, you’ll get feedback through the nib and pen as you write.
Of course I write this pecking away on my phone with my thumbs and smoking a cigar!