The Covid conversation, and other political conversations have inspired me to write this piece, as I'm curious of peoples' thoughts on the subject. I've studied ASPD's out of curiosity mainly (and Quora seems to think I need a new article every few days on the subject... I suppose if quit clicking on them they would stop?).
Anyway, narcissism is one that gets thrown around a lot on this board by many of the people I see as having high narcissistic tendencies. Like... claiming or thinking that you know more about a topic than an expert is definitely a narcissistic trait... and there's a bunch of you on this board that carry that trait (there's a reason I chose this place as my stomping grounds). Don't worry, most of you grew on me, and I don't dislike any of you... even the ones that don't care to see me.
I know people have accused me of being a narcissist... yes, I'm f*cked up in the head... yes, I might have some specific traits... but I don't think that's really my primary disorder. I don't even know for me that it is a disorder, because I will listen to you... I'm just unlikely to put any credence on anything you say if I think you're a retard.
Anyway, back to me (lol), one of my disorders is being curious about anomalies in behavior (other people's disorders... everyone has them), and I tend to poke when I see them.
I don't really concern myself with how it makes people feel... if I give it any thought after the fact, it's more out of curiosity, and if interest persists, I might even consider how to trigger you again.
I have to consciously check the behavior when in the company of people I truly care about, or a professional setting. It can be hard though... sometimes the curiosity is just too much.
I would apologize for my behavior on the boards... but it wouldn't be sincere, I truly enjoy f*cking with all of you, and I just want to personally thank you for your participation.
Think about it for a minute... this board is chalk full of people that are totally f*cked up in the head, it really is. Think about the nature of what this site is... a bargain site that sells bulk a product that is designed to kill you. Smoking is a self defeating activity... drinking is a self defeating activity... and most you mother f*ckers do a lot of both!
The features of this site include:
* A basically unmoderated forum (I don't even know how many forums I've been banned off of)
* A ton of addicts
* And a ton of people who think they know more about everything than everyone!
* And a ton of Q-Tards... can't forget the Q-Tards (you guys are the best... really, you truly are)
Just so you don't get the wrong idea... I do feel. I experience empathy, so I'm not a "psychopath" or anything like that. I'm just a little twisted like most you mother f*ckers.
I know speyside has tried to throw some diagnoses out there, and a few others...
I'm more of a tinkerer... a somewhat careless tinkerer... and sometimes I break things.
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