I don't take drugs unless essential. Polly about 7 yrs ago I started having blackouts. One minute just normal going on, next minute waking up on the floor not knowing where I am or how I ended up in the ambulance. Drugs or alcohol was not part of the equation - if I did them that would be an easy conclusion.
So I was told to see a neurologist and he did numerous tests to try to diagnose the blackouts. First neurologist came to the diagnosis that I have epilepsy and prescribed a low dose of anti seizure med. I didn't want to take it because my opinion was he was wrong. Nobody in my family has epilepsy. Epilepsy is usually an inherited issue. It's not something you just catch from a toilet seat. Again, that was my uneducated neurologist opinion.
He understood my concerns and explained that the med that he was prescribing was a low dose and has been around for decades. No real side effects, children, elders, and even pregnant woman take it without issues. He also said maybe I was born with epilepsy but it didn't crop up until I got older. I did not want to accept that.
Yeah, OK Doc. I'll take the medication but I want a second opinion. He was all for that and I saw another neurologist independent of the previous one and he ran the same tests. He came to the same conclusion. F$ck. I'm 0 for 2. They said that they will do follow ups every year to two but stay on the meds for 5 years and we will reevaluate it then. So I kept taking the meds as prescribed. 5 yrs go by. No seizures. See the neurologist again after doing another round of current tests thinking - 5 yrs no issues... Cool. I can stop taking the medication.
Sat in the room with him thinking he will take me off. I say to him, "No seizures in 5 yrs, we good to go? Can I stop taking it?"
His reply was the recent brain scans are similar to the previous ones so his diagnosis is still the same. Then added "Why do you think that you have not had any seizures since you've been on the medication?" Damn it... I can't disagree with logic and facts and didn't have a good reply.
I trust him. He doesn't pull punches, he speaks openly and frank, he breaks down things so an average non medical person can understand and he knows where I stand on my hesitation for taking meds.
Long story short, I'm not a fan of taking meds unless it's essential. Shoot, I don't even take over the counter pain meds, allergy meds or cold or fever meds unless I'm completely miserable.
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